Unrequited Love

I have had unrequited love twice in my life (once when I was....wait I best not reveal the ages or it'll be obvious - especially as I still know both people!). Sure, in theory if you count 'crushes' as acts of unrequited love then I've had loads.

However, when I refer to unrequited love and what it means to me, I mean something long term - a profoundly emotional experience that has shaped you and one you will not forget. One experience was more profound than the other, and was the one that truly shaped me, but there was another that was significant enough to become the 2nd.

Oh...by the way, I don't have unrequited love at the moment (a crush yes!), so any reader need not be concerned! But if you are Angelina Jolie, then you may wanna be the concerned one over that crush thing....

I very much doubt this will mean much to anyone but me - or what you think it means, it'll probably be something else (usually is with me right!)

Anyhoo....

Four Words

Sprite or Tango with a butterfly bun please,
Tuesday nights, grapvine, lemon and lime,

Three beautiful stars, south east sky,
There for my gaze when you are not nigh,

Paramount pantomime, you're all dolled up,
Your beauty so bright, can't help but fill up,

Curry nights with laughter, great night out,
Every time we say goodbye, emotionally washed-out,

You smile so innocently, you've really no idea,
Tonight when I go to bed, I'll shed many tears,

I've thought so many times if I should tell you,
But always at that last minute, the fear ensues,

You tell me four words, I'll never forget,
My emotional state, off guard and beset,

My life in that moment has comes to an end,
Phil, guess what "I have a boyfriend",

I knew that one day, without you I'll move on,
And now that day without heartache has finally dawned.

You'll always be special to me.